For the past few nights, my nights were unbearably silent because my hubby went for a residential camp and my little princess stayed overnight at the babysitter's place. I only had my dog to keep me company. My hubby's granny passed away on Sunday evening and we had to attend the wake almost every night. So it was a better choice to leave my precious with the babysitter, knowing how bantang she is based on past experience. Xin Rui will cry for no apparent reason if we were to pass by some funeral at a nearby block. After giving her a bath with flowers, she will be ok again. Whether being superstitious or not, it had happened quite a few times and every time we bathe her with flowers, she will be alright. We live in a matured estate and one of the nearby block seemed to have a higher frequency of people holding their relative's wake at that particular void deck. Just this year alone, I think there were already 5 - 6 funerals. Scary...and there's one more this week.
I miss my baby so terribly. It's been the longest she's separated from me since she was hospitalised for jaundice at birth. I will look at her photos before I go to sleep and even took out a piece of her clothing just to have a whiff of her familiar scent. I can't wait till tomorrow to hold her in my arms and see her sweet sweet smile again... Xin Rui, wait for Mummy, okie?
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